1. |
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It’s dangerous to fall in love
I never thought it’d come for us
Surrendering my life for lust
She came to me, it was enough
It’s dangerous to fall in love
A house of cards I couldn’t bluff
Think hard about who you can trust
I feel the rain from high above me now
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2. |
Other World
02:30
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A cigarette lasts every song
Thought I wouldn’t catch you alone
Well let me tell you
It never feels good until you know
The memories heal when you know
‘Cause I see you’re another world
And I feel this other world
And I keep my other world
Hidden from you
Believe I’m sorry
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3. |
Shut the Fuck up Please
02:53
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I don’t wanna talk to you
All the careless thoughts you yell into me
They disperse into the ether of my apathy
Of my apathy, yeah
I don’t give a fuck about what you think
About subject X or Y
You disappear in the ether of my apathy
Of my apathy, yeah
Ooh
I don’t like it when you make it seem like
You know everything in the world
It’s not a competition, so please sit the fuck down
And just close your mouth for me
It’s so clear to me and everyone else that
You have insecurities
I highly recommend you go to therapy
Get some therapy, yeah
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4. |
Like That
03:28
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4am, get to the club
Whiskey sours and the drinks pouring up
Eye contact and I know what you want
Bathroom break and the clothes coming off
Like, “Yeah, right there”
Hit you in your spot so clear
No fears, my dear
Listen for a second right here
Look into my eyes when we make love
I said look into my eyes when we make love
‘Cause I don’t give just anybody this fuck
Yeah, I’m your sacred prize for the taking
I don’t ever waste my time, I don’t fake it
Fake bitches talk it up but never say shit
Prove yourself to me girl, taste it
Prove yourself to me and I’ll go
Ooh
Yes, I like it like that, yeah
Ooh
Girl, we’re never going back, yeah
Ooh
You know I need you like that, yeah
Ooh
Yes, I like it like that, yeah
Rock it for me, yeah
Rock it for me, rock it for me, yeah
Rock it baby, rock it baby, yeah
Ooh
Hop in my red coupe (My red coupe)
We can park at the beach
Late night love in the summertime
Fly solo but right now you’re mine
You got a habit, I gotta have it
Used to be civil ’til I made you savage
Sex on exhibit like we’re an attraction
Your touch got me feeling lavish, so
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5. |
Die 4 U
02:09
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You know I would die for you
I’m always gonna ride for you
Loyalty until the end
Bury me with my friends
No rewriting history
‘Cause our love is plain to see
Tough as a marble floor
You’re part of my core
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6. |
Better Time
03:06
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Look at my skin
Does it wear everything that I’ve done
Forgetting about
All myself that I’ve lost and have won
Questioning all my motivations
Tempering all my expectations
Searching through, my memory’s vacant
I’m losing them
I’m dreaming of a better time
I’m leaving all my mess behind
I’m dreaming of a better time
I’m leaving all my mess behind
Clouds in my eyes
I reflect a disguise to the world
Draped in white lies
All their sheets look alive like pearls
Shaking off my reputation
Living through the bad temptations
Searching for all I’ve forsaken
I’m losing them
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7. |
For a Long Time
02:40
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For a long time I didn’t get my help
For a long time I didn’t know myself
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8. |
Turn up the Lights
04:02
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Cash falling from the ceiling
5am, I lost all my fucking feelings
Do this every week, shaking off my demons
Diamonds in my heart keep my beats in season
I’m freezing
Rolling like an avalanche
Got me feeling like a slow dance
Closing up my tab
Then I hit you up, like, “Where you at”
Pink & blue, I’m lonely
Need someone to hold me
Console me, control me
I’m only the only
This feels like a fever dream, I swear
Cigarettes & perfume in my hair
Waking up in places I don’t know, don’t care
Turn up the lights
I wanna see you shut down my mind
I wanna feel you dominate me bad
Yeah, mistreat me like a slave
Power is the object
Love is just a game
A game
I’m a shell
I live two lives like Chanel
I’ve seen both sides of hell
The one I talk about
And the one that I don’t ever tell anyone
I suffer in silence like I’m scared
That in the end I’ll be the only one who ever cared
All I got is myself, I know
All alone like I bike solo
All these girls in the club act like they with me
But they not for sure
Pink & blue, I’m lonely
Need you here to hold me
And make me forget that no one really knows me
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9. |
Ride with You
02:48
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Neon lights shine bright under these palm trees
Night on the boulevard, straight cruising, living free
My heart breaks when you lay your gray eyes on me
I could write you sweet words all day
You’ve been on my mental every way
And you know I wanna ride with you
I’m just tryna spend my time with you
I’ve been feeling all your signs, baby
You can read what’s on my mind, baby
You know I wanna ride with you
I’m tryna spend my time with you
I’m feeling all your signs, girl
You read what’s on my mind, girl
Speeding down the freeway with the top off like we’re stars
Arrive late to the function, pop two pills and fly to mars
When we make it home, serenade you soft with my guitar
I could sing you sweet words all night
You can sleep over, that’s alright
Even though it’s only physical
You’re such a miracle
I just wanna lose myself in you
Feel this flow, it’s supernatural
You got me mystical
I just wanna lose myself in you
Ahh, yeah
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10. |
Chega de Saudade
02:59
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Vai, minha tristeza
E diz a ele que sem ele não pode ser
Diz-lhe numa prece
Que ele regresse
Porque eu não posso mais sofrer
Chega de saudade
A realidade é que sem ele não há paz
Não há beleza
É só tristeza e a melancolia
Que não sai de mim, não sai de mim, não sai
Mas se ele voltar, se ele voltar
Que coisa linda, que coisa louca
Pois há menos peixinhos a nadar no mar
Do que os beijinhos que eu darei na sua boca
Dentro dos meus braços
Os abraços hão de ser milhões de abraços
Apertado assim, colado assim, calado assim
Abraços e beijinhos e carinhos sem ter fim
Que é pra acabar com esse negócio de viver longe de mim
Não quero mais esse negócio de você viver assim
Vamos deixar desse negócio de você viver sem mim
Não quero mais esse negócio de você viver assim
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11. |
I Don't Care
02:09
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[jdv plus]
I got nothing going on
This night is gonna last so long
I already wrote this song
And I already called my mom (I got)
Dirty dishes piling up (Bad thoughts)
I don’t really give a fuck
She asked me if I was eating my veggies
Yes and I been hitting the gym, I’m being my best me
Not
Dude do you wanna go out
No I just wanna smoke weed
God I love my apathy
And how it fucks up everything
[jdv plus & Famous Friend]
But I’ve been looking forward
To the day it disappears
And I’d get back all the moments
That I wasted all these years
But I would have to care enough
To take care of myself
And I don’t care
[Famous Friend]
I should really make my bed
Go incognito mode instead
I should really text my friends
But I just keep ‘em on unread (Got banned)
From my ex's OnlyFans (Oh man)
I don't really give a damn
She sent me a snap of her with my bestie
Craig, you fucking dick, I can't believe you would betray me
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12. |
Tamarind St
03:09
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[jdv plus]
Everything is changing
I’ve seen the sun become the moon
I’ve seen the stars look so blue
When everything is out of tune
There’s harmony in my room
I gotta keep it in my mind
That everything will be alright
‘Cause I know what the rocks feel like
[Frank Hpeso]
I don’t play, that’s something they know
Assume the ceiling I have
I know you don’t want no smoke
They won’t catch me sleeping
And I swear that’s all that I know
I been stranded out in the cold
Heating water up on a stove
Breaking it down by the day
My boys always ride for the cause
That they’re planning to stay
Now pleasing the people
They know I ain’t taking the bait
I don’t need to think about
What they doing in the dark
I just house-hop when I’m in the ‘ville
Gone ten days, going state to state
Drinking Benadryl
For my sake and the others’ sake
I stay home
Still neglecting my own
Try to hit me up, Jaime messages
Then I pick up my phone, yeah
[Glasstempo]
Say that you’ll go this time
Won’t be the one to go flying
Won’t be the one in control
We’ve been through this before
[Curtismith]
I was there
A hundred thousand on the dashboard
Flying out to a new trip
I’ve been overusing my passport
New clips, I rap more
Take me ‘round the new city
Out in that Jaguar
This the gift that’s been given to me, Ma
This the shit that I asked for
Demons out in that black Porsche
Thinking ‘bout my old school
And how I kept dreaming over that blackboard
The rat race, those trap doors
Gon’ catch me sleeping
And I ran the floors doing retail
They all had me sweeping on cheap bail
It’s a sweet tale
Now I shop there
But I got bigger agendas intended
I’m not gonna stop there
I keep ‘em out with a vision
Ambition is kept on my top shelf
Couple stores up in Rockwell
Manifesting all my bigger dreams
To make interesting put compound
I been knocked down, but not knocked out
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13. |
Autumn Rose
02:18
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I’m sorry
Please forget I said anything
I’m tired
Think I’ll pour myself another drink
Then I look outside and
All the leaves are falling down
I sip one time and all my fears are talking now
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14. |
Change (ft. Keekai)
02:25
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[Keekai]
Didn’t think we would fit
Was only here for a good time
Had no intention to grow
I’m worried to admit
That I don’t wanna go back
Way back, way back
And try to figure out how to be sane
And you’ve got time to waste, so stay
And tell me how to be
As good as you to me
I’ll change
[jdv plus]
I just wanna, yeah, I just wanna like you
I just wanna, yeah, I just wanna like you
I don’t wanna, yeah, I don’t wanna fight you
[Keekai]
I’ll change
So you said, “Hey baby”
Go on and take it slow
Give me a spin down the road
You got a way with words
So, boy, I ain’t tryna fuck it up
I got you in my mind
Trying to figure out how to be sane
And you’ve got time to waste, so stay
And tell me how to be
As good as you to me
I’ll change
Tell me how to see myself
Believe that I could change
Wish that I could fall all over
Fall over
Fall for you
Sorry I couldn’t fit
Baby, it takes a minute
Trying to be what you want
Takes more than what I thought
Don’t wanna start again
I don’t wanna start again
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15. |
Lost in Translation
02:41
|
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Lost in my city, read the stop signs
Familiara Park, I just won’t feel alright
Living a life that’s the most in twilight with you
With you
Ooh
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16. |
Fishbowl Freestyle
03:03
|
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I feel so cursed
I look in the mirror
I tell myself, “You’re not worth it”
But it’s everything to me if I say it is
I can’t be anything but away with it
I’m just looking in my mind, I can’t speak on it
I’ve been helpless and down
I’ve been scheming shit
I don’t like it when they tell me I’ll never be shit
‘Cause that’s what they want me to believe
I’m caught in your embrace
I need my space and I can’t relate
I’ve been trying to help my ways
But it’s a lot, okay?
I’m sick and tired of feeling like I don’t matter
I’ve been on social media
Yeah, my mind is scattered
And I look in the mirror
I don’t like what I see
But I gotta remind myself just to be
A straight natural
I just wanna be a fucking natural
‘Cause I just want them to hear me
Everything I say
I just want the demons to go away
I feel like young Conor Oberst
I feel the same
Yeah, we’re kindred spirits
I’m not a lame
And I take a sip of my fucking drink
And I lose myself so that I can’t think
I’ve never been so alone
I just called you on the phone
I never felt so alone
But I know I’m home
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17. |
Love the Pain
03:07
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[Famous Friend]
Fuck this, I don’t wanna talk shit
Baby, I don’t wanna be bad
I feel trapped inside my head
Fuck love, you don’t get enough
I don’t wanna be the one
That takes us down that road today
I don’t have to share it
But I can’t bear it any more
I know it’s stupid
But I’ve been bruised up good before
For saying much less than this, it’s silly
Doesn’t even matter, really
But I’m scared you’re gonna drop dead on the floor
[jdv plus & Famous Friend]
I need you to love the pain
I know that you’re scared to
But you should know I’m scared, too
Yeah, why can’t we just love the pain
[jdv plus]
Dot dot dot dot on your screen
What’s he writing now
Fucker shook my hand and then asked you out
Fuck your privacy, that’s not what this is about
You both hid it so well, you should take a bow
You say you wanna be together but you wanna be free
But did you ever take a second to think about me
Can’t help it, I’m jealous
I know that it’s selfish
But sometimes I can’t let things go
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18. |
Spinning (Demo)
03:06
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I go back in circles
I’m going round and round
Turning, I’m uncertain
I feel so lost and found
Six feet in the ground
I’m spinning
Am I unraveling
Like a piece of yarn
I’m spinning
Am I battling
Causing my self harm
I go back in circles
Creating the same mistakes
I don’t have what it takes
To make the right decisions
I’m gonna die this way
I wanna die today
Forever battling
Causing my self harm
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19. |
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[jdv plus]
When my ocean overflowed with rain
Your potion took away my pain
I’ve been lost inside your disarray
Since then I’ve never been the same
Lone island, I try to find it
Every second is another to desire
Blue silence, I’m ultraviolet
Victim to emotions, I can’t hide it
[Rhys Langston]
Booty bug
I’m kept in my love
When I see you fall
I carry it all around me
Floating me, us, slow to shore
—, I became a bookcase in your bookshelf
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20. |
Red Leaves
01:09
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Red leaves, they’re falling from the trees
And I just don’t know why
But I’m starting to cry
Red leaves, they’re falling from the trees
I look into your eyes
And all I see is the night sky
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21. |
Ivory Tower
03:08
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Yeah, they gonna judge me anyway
Don’t think about it, fuck them everyday
Sold the rest of my Vicodin to my bro
He gon’ have good time later at my show
Jet from the gig right back to the stu
Roll up while I’m sipping on a brew
Light the blunt and I’m feeling fucking lit
Got my mind right, sip more, another hit
Pulling out the powder
Sprinkle on the table
Feeling like I’m able, yeah
Yeah I got the power
All out on the table
Cutting up my lines right, yeah
Yeah, the world is ours
Ivory tower
I don’t need a label, no
You could never be me
You don’t know the real me
This shit ain’t easy, no
I’ve been in the fiery pit of hell
Suicide on my mind, I was so unwell
Digging up six feet, I could see the light
Now I wont ever die, not without a fight
Used to reminisce ‘bout better times
These days I look up and I see the signs
Yeah, I see the signs
Ahh
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22. |
Howling from Inside
02:01
|
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Mother Mary, Mother Mary, see you save me
(You gotta save me)
Ain’t got Jesus but I’m fucking on her, Swayze
(Ghost, bitch)
Ghost on the hoes, Casper on these bitches, yeah
(I’m fucking scared, Mom)
And I enjoy
Rodney Mullen with the fucking spinnin’
Yeah, yeah (Yeah, yeah, truck)
I make your girl spin on my fucking drill, yeah (Truck)
Yeah, I make her fucking screw like a driver (Fire truck)
Yes, I got a big driver, and I’m higher (So high)
Higher, higher, but I’ll never be low, bitch (Low)
Punch you in the zone, bitch (Wow, you speak English so well)
Give you eight late blow, like low blow (Bitch)
WWE, and a fucking cage match (Ha-ha-ha, female dog)
Elimination chamber and a fucking bitch at
Where the bitches at, where the fucking bitches at (Rob Van Dam)
Hmm, hmm (Oh, you fucking slay me)
Humming like Cudi
Humming like I’m fucking bitch (Kids see fucking ghosts)
And I’ve been buddy
Hmm, yeah my buddy on a tuddy (Hehe)
Yeah, Teddy on the beddy, yeah we Freddy (Pew, pew, rrr)
Mm, mm, mm, bitch (Castle boys, bitch)
(Fucking bunny)
Mm, mm, mm, bitch (Castle boys, bitch)
(Fucking rabbit)
Mm, mm, mm, bitch (Moat girls, bitch)
(Suck it, just suck it, suck it, suck it, suck it)
(Woo)
Mm, mm, mm, bitch
D-Generation X, Newgrounds
Uhh, ahh
Liquid Generation, sabotage
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23. |
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We could drift away into nothing
Tell me all your lies, I want something
I could never be awake from nothing
From loving you
I don’t wanna stop loving you
I can never like it too
Something ‘bout your wasted moves
I don’t wanna say, “Okay”
We could drift away into the ocean
Water’s all my life, I’ve been in motion
Calm my emotions, I am so sad
I’ve told lies, they’ve been so bad to you
I don’t want you
I just want me
That’s all I got
And I don’t want you
You don’t want me
That’s the truth
Yeah
I felt the doors of perception
I’ve been so weak, too weak to mention
All my life I thought it was one way
Then I got around and saw on Sunday
It’s not true, yeah
You gotta change yourself
You gotta know
You gotta know someone else
You gotta know
I’ve been helpless
I’m too scared
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