I feel so cursed
I look in the mirror
I tell myself, “You’re not worth it”
But it’s everything to me if I say it is
I can’t be anything but away with it
I’m just looking in my mind, I can’t speak on it
I’ve been helpless and down
I’ve been scheming shit
I don’t like it when they tell me I’ll never be shit
‘Cause that’s what they want me to believe
I’m caught in your embrace
I need my space and I can’t relate
I’ve been trying to help my ways
But it’s a lot, okay?
I’m sick and tired of feeling like I don’t matter
I’ve been on social media
Yeah, my mind is scattered
And I look in the mirror
I don’t like what I see
But I gotta remind myself just to be
A straight natural
I just wanna be a fucking natural
‘Cause I just want them to hear me
Everything I say
I just want the demons to go away
I feel like young Conor Oberst
I feel the same
Yeah, we’re kindred spirits
I’m not a lame
And I take a sip of my fucking drink
And I lose myself so that I can’t think
I’ve never been so alone
I just called you on the phone
I never felt so alone
But I know I’m home
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